First I want to apologize for not blogging in a while. Our schedules have been crazy the past couple of weeks!
I'm pretty sure that each one of the nine participants on this trip expected to come to Africa to make a huge impact on this country, and change the world for the greater good. We each come here with the expectation (consciously, or subconsciously) that we were going to cure the area of hunger, hurt, and despair; all noble ambitions that each of us would give anything for them to be met. But the truth of the matter is that unfortunately, we can't meet any of those ambitions. The problems here are much greater than what eleven 18-25 year olds can solve. We all know this. We can make kids smile, we can buy someone a meal, we can take their pain away for a little while, but in reality, in three months when we go home, they will face the same issues they are facing right now.
Maybe Africa doesn't need us; maybe we need Africa?
That question was brought up in a team discussion the other night and I think that it hit several of us really hard. But that's the truth. It's going to take much more than eleven of us to truly change this place. But why would I need Africa? That's a question that I am still struggling with and one that I can't really answer at this moment. I know however, that I do need Africa. These people have more to offer me than, I have to offer them. They show me the meaning of joy, the meaning of perseverance, hard-work, and most importantly faith that is absolutely amazing. It shows me how truly blessed I am. This place shows me that my complaints and silly little problems are nothing and mean nothing. I guess maybe that is why I need Africa.
Interesting things:
I miss everyone so much and can't wait to see y'all in December!